I am really in need of assistance with this on going situations I face on a daily basis with my life.
I am 34 years old British born. I live in Manchester and I have Asperger’s syndrome, learning disability, deprssion, anxiety, eczema. I feel vulnerable many times in my life.
I have no friends and no job and no social life, I still haven’t got married and settled down.
As I was growing up I went to 6 different special nurseries and 14 different special schools because the education refused to let me go to mainstream school with a support teacher and refused to put funding in place to support this.
They sent me to all these special different schools that I never fitted in and it was a trial and error I strongly feel I become there guinea pig experimenting on me. I felt really excluded and isolated as a result of this and missed out on mainstream and this has negatively impacted my mental health and also future and current life because of it.
I strongly feel I haven’t progressed in life the way I should have like everyone else I have been left behind and face daily life challenges in my life. I have bad many bad experiences in life and let downs as well.
I can’t even work due to my mental health that won’t allow me to and the traumatising experiences I have had in employment and being bullied etc and not being understood.
I strongly feel the system has failed me very badly and still is failing me very badly and I financially struggle a lot as well this negativity impacts me and extremely upset and affects me very badly to a point I don’t even go out and end up staying in bed at home because of not having money in my account and being overdrawn.
I don’t overspend or waste money but as you’re aware the cost of living hasn’t made things easy at all and the rates of benefits are still exactly the same rate that hasn’t changed much.
This situation has a huge impact up on me very badly. I face still daily challenges in my life and with the support system as well. I always worry about my life and future extremely much with what will happen. I don’t feel settled in life and live in rented property but risks with this is that the landlord can take the property back any given time without any reasons and give me a no fault eviction.
My mum lives with me who is my carer but she has her own health issues to deal with and I have some family issues that are on going and it’s very complex situation she doesn’t work due to her health issues and she is separated from my father he didn’t ever get involved in my life and wasn’t ever interested in me and my life and never understood me.
They was always issues going on with him and my mum etc so they ended up leaving each other and I don’t seem him as he didn’t want to keep in touch with me and want anything to do with me. It’s my mum who has mainly brought me up.
I rely on benefits that’s the only income I heavily rely on and only income I get.
I don’t get enough as you’re aware the cost of living is so high. No one in my family can give me financial additional support sadly. I am financially extremely struggling very very much in my life.
My account has become overdrawn and I have no money in my account and I have been extremely upset and very depressed and having sleepless nights and feel extremely depressed and hopeless and vulnerable and struggling because of this.
Like I said I don’t have anyone else in my family who can actually help me with this situation I have tired very hard but not got anyone sadly.
This is having a huge negative impact on my mental health and causing me a extremely depression now because of not having any money in my account as you know benefits hardly pay you anything it’s a huge struggle for me and negatively impacting me. I can’t seek financial help anywhere else I have tired this as well.
I was wondering if you can kindly assist me and help me with this I am so sorry for having to ask you I do feel bad asking you but I’m so sorry about this ones again.
I can give you my bank details. I feel very upset in my life and I don’t see a life and future for myself I have no friends not married and job because of health reasons.
I do believe they must be good people somewhere in this huge world somewhere and miracles can happen and I believe they must be someone kind hearted and understanding and sympathetic out there who really cares about my situation and can change it for me for the best. Here is screen shots of my account overdrawn here is proof.
Just to confirm again I am not a spam nether I’m I fake or doggy person. I am a real person and this is genuine. I really hope you can kindly assist me with this situation.